i'm so sick of your HUMONGOUS EGO!

to make it simple... i'm just sick of you. jerk. pft.

i hope you drown in your overflowing conceitedness.

(lindsay lohan's pic speaks for me!)

this is my final goodbye to "you"

i'm saying goodbye to the possibility that could have been called "us".

<3

i wanted to say "thank you"

but i couldn't say "thank you"

because it's like "Good-bye forever"

and it's just so sad...

:(

Currently Listening No Way to Say By Ayumi Hamasaki see related

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 EVERYONE! <33

so i spent christmas eve like our everyday tradition here in the philippines. attend mass at 10pm. when we get home we eat our NOCHE BUENA (christmas dinner) and then we wait for 12am (which probably is the time we already finish eating anyway) and then the opening of the gifts come! heehee <33

with one of my christmas presents a patterned black and white skull print bag that is so huge i can make it a carrier bag for Boris. heehee i got it from my brother :)

this is a gift from my sister a hello kitty grooming kit <33

i got an emerald dangling earrings from my mom, cash from my dad and some accessories and clothes from my friends :D

on christmas day we hosted a christmas party here at our house and my relatives from both parent's side came :)

i spent the cash my dad gave me on shopping at Greenhills! <33 yay! theraphy for me! heehee.. i'm so materialistic -_-

my first inaanak Belle celebrated her 2nd birthday in Jollibee Libis. i was being such a killjoy during the games... well it was a kiddie party... and i really wasn't in the mood to play. eventhough the older adults were forcing me to. but the food was really delicious. yum yum jollibee! <33

...i really missed hanging out with my grade school friends. especially kat and carla. the three of us used to be sooooooooo close. now... it's just me who isn't attached or commited to something or someone else right now  :( how sad for me huh?

we spent our new year's eve and day at tagaytay. a mountain city in the philippines. we stayed at a hotel there. we joined the hotel's countdown to midnight and enjoyed the fireworks! they were really pretty :)

some pics!

of course i've got a lot of pics with boris. :D but i have pics with my family too :) i just don't want to post it :D

yeah... class has started since thursday... miriam college is getting cornier the longer i stay there. pfft.

anyway i wish us all a very happy new year 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33 may this year be a "God Blessed" year for all of us :)

i know it's a little late for me to be decorating my blog for christmas but... i neglected my xanga again...! sue me

(-_-)

okay a recap of what i've experienced this past month...

<33 i already received my graduation pics! i'll post it here when i'm already really about to graduate. that is this march. i think it will be more appropriate to post then :D

<33 i got sick!!!!!!!!!! but my brother was sicker ... O_o he was confined in the hospital for almost a week. he is fine now

<33 we almost had a martial law here in the phils because of the coup d etat attempts. we even had a curfew from 12am-5am. i thought it was going to last for long but thankfully it was just for one night only! i'm not used to curfews!!!!!!!!!!! i was really feeling anxious that night. i really thought there was gonna be a martial law. if we had a martial law here in the phils the internet would be cut off and i wouldn't be able to blog and communicate with you guys :( waaah thank God our President only had it for one night -_- damn those oppositions hahahaha peace!! ;p

<33 i went to kat's birthday dinner at panciteria de san jacinto. i looovee the pancit canton! yum! thanks kat! :D i missed my grade school friends :(

<33 i got my very first starbucks planner!!!!!!!!!!! super thanks to that close friend of mine :) i really really appreciate it :) i'm planning into making it like a scrapbook of the year 2008 :D

<33 i attended my niece's baptism :) she is my second inaanak (godchild)

<33 we had an interview for a visitor's visa at the US embassy... don't want to talk about it O_o hmph

<33 my blockmates and i had our first drinking session for the holidays :D

<33 today i saw someone stealing food from the table........!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE!!!!!!!! <33

I'LL UPDATE AFTER THE PARTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OOHHH I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE FOOD! LE'TS ALL JUST FORGET ABOUT CALORIES AND DIETING FOR NOW :D 

hheeeeeyyyyyyyy it's been more than a week since i last updated.

my second semester has started already. and it started with me feeling so unusually cheerful! i know it's good to be cheerful and all. but i also don't like the feeling because i know that whenever i become too cheerful... bad things happen. i mean... surely it doesn't happen only to me. when you get to experience unusually consecutive incidents of happiness, before you know it, something will happen that will make you cry or will make you uneasy and nervous about something you don't know! but at the same time you kind of know the bad thing is about to happen! o_O

my first second sem week passed kind of smoothly with me being one of the most cheerful ones in class. i was being considered by the class to be the new class representative. psshhh. and my "talents" were kind of wanted for our general assembly and i "humbly" declined the offer... heehee <33

the second week started with a dreadful thing for me... i was appointed secretary to a "corporation" for a perfume. pfft. which i'm not sure will even push through. if it won't then i would consider being the class rep. 

my blockmates were telling me that i looked different...in a good way :) thanks :D

my inspiration is not all that inspiring lately... maybe i should really just give up on that person huh?
:(

and i've started to think seriously of what i would do after i graduate. i've got a lot of ideas on my mind right now. but the idea that i should really go with is that i should apply for a job that is related to or involves what i LOVE/LIKE to do. and i know it will make things easier for me as a young "professional".

weekly pics!

day before class starts i met up with carla and kat! "cousin" bonding once again... i miss those days :(

one of my early dismissal school days :D

and i finally know why i've been feeling almost consecutive cheerfulness these past 2 weeks. last night while driving (absent-mindedly and carelessly) my mom, sister and i almost got into an accident! i almost had a intersecting collision with a taxi!!!!!!!!!! it would have been an accident if my mom and my sister didn't warn me that there was an incoming fast cab to my right side. i was foolish and careless not to stop at THAT intersection! every road was free when i was driving to Robinson's Galleria so i thought that every road was free. what a foolish thing to think! it was really traumatizing! i was shaking after it happened! i don't even want to think about what would happen if ever we really got hit by that cab! it would have been a big car accident! the 2 of us were so fast! i am so thankful and grateful to God that i was able to hit the brakes in time. now i'm already afraid of driving. :(

this photo was taken just today before giving my dog, Boris a bath :D

i've been hurt by my pride lots of times this week... i should consider humbling myself a bit... maybe a LOT! :(

out with my PRIDE!